I know I spoke about his family passing judgement on me and I can only imagine what other people think. I know that they must think that I have abondened my children, was reckless in my marriage and family finances and am selfish to leave. To leave my X to be the 24/7 parent, the mom. He's me now.
I wanted to tell all the woman out there that no matter what your situation take care of yourself. I know that if I don't take care of myself than I won't be around to take care of my children. It tears me apart everyday not being with them. I see this tme as an oppurtunity to better myself. So that when I do have an apartment and they are living with me I will be a better person, a happier person and a far better mom.
Speaking of apartments I am totally freaking out because that guy I meet with about renting out some of his house hasn't emailed or called me back about coming to see the house on Sunday. I am thinking he has changed his mind or I said something or did something I shouldn't have. AAAHHHHHH!!!!! So I spent the morning looking at apartments and roommates, again. And bedroom furniture, need some furnitrue.
I must also confess in act of anger, lonliness, and curiosity I logged on to some of those dating sites. SSSSSSSSSSSsOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO the last thing I need right now. I know that. But I am compling my list for when the time is right. I can be picky and I can take my time till I find a good fish from that sea they speak of.
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